What I See

What do you see when you look at this picture???



Big boys?? Little boys?? Lots of boys??

Maybe shirtless boys?? Perhaps boys with hats??

Maybe you notice the flowers or the beautiful shades of green??

Come on, take one more good look.

See him? Do you see him now??

He's one of the bigger boys up front with the red hat. He's turned looking at you.

 Do you know what I see??

I see my Cole. I see the one who is my shining light, the one who always keeps me straight, the one who pulls and pushes me in ways I never knew I could go, the one who puts me face to face with my God, every. single. day.

I see my Cole man and where and who he might be, had I not listened and followed.

Sweet friends, listen to the small, quiet voice inside you.

Listen the loud shouts that keep you awake at night.

Listen and follow.

If He calls you, He will equip you with everything you need.

These boys you see pictured are the LOST BOYS at an orphanage in Ukraine.

To read their story, you can go to Micah Six Eight.

Most of them are not adoptable, but there are a couple of them that are, and they need out NOW.

Could you share your life with one of them??

I can't imagine my life without my lost boy.

PRAY. LISTEN. FOLLOW.

ONCE UPON A TIME

Two or three times a month, I write an article for my hometown newspaper concerning orphan awareness and Reece's Rainbow. And since this is the month that we brought Gabe home, this is the last article I wrote for the paper.

                                    

                                         


Once Upon A Time

The very first part of the story I shared last week was accidently left out, so I'm going to bring you up to date. Most probably figured it out but last weeks story was actually something I had written 2 years ago while I was in Russia waiting to bring Gabe home. And because this is a special month for him and us, I thought I would commemorate that with the thoughts running through my head at that time. So here is the post I wrote from two years ago at this exact time.

Once upon a time, in a country for away, in a city I never knew existed until now (Vladivostok just north of North Korea) and then up the eastern coast about 4 hours to a remote village that isn't even on a map, and up this small road (with picture on my blog).........a beautiful little life was waiting. Waiting on a mama and papa, waiting for a family to call his own and to love him unconditionally for the rest of his life.(with picture of Gabe on my blog)

I will never be able to put in words how I feel and all I want to convey to you about this place and the things I've seen and experienced while here. I want to so badly, but I just don't think I would do it justice. I'm not very talented in writing and poestic words don't flow from my mouth very good. If you could gather my tears and form a story from them , well, then you might have a pretty good view of things. And I don't mean because everything has been sad or bad. There is beauty amid the harsh realities. (pictures of flowers on my blog). There is humor in spite of the serious circumstances.(with silly pictures on my blog.) We have felt it ALL these past weeks. I'm not sure how long I've been here at this moment, but it feels like a LONG time! Chirssy just told me that we only have 1 more week until we're home. Honestly, right now that feels like it means 1 month!! Yes, I'm home sick and ready to board that plane and fly baby fly! But I would not take anything for these things I've experienced while here. I knew these certain things existed because for months now, I have read others stories. But it is taken to a whole new level when you see it with your own eyes. When you touch them with your own hands. And then, when you see but aren't allowed to touch them. When you see and you hear......and there is nothing you can do to make it better for them. That's the worst.

I will never forget this place. I never WANT to forget this place. How could I?? This is where God led me. This is where my son is from. Of all the places in the world......THIS PLACE is where I was suppose to go. This is somewhat like holy ground to me. God led me here and He has certainly been here with me the whole time. We have had lots of talks! I have questioned much. He has shown me beauty along with pain and suffering and sorrow. I still don't understand it all. But He has assured me, one day I will. When I leave here, I will definitly leave a large part of my heart. But I will also be taking a new little heart with me.

Please continue to pray for Gabe.Tomorrow we will pick him up and he will NEVER be alone again.

THANK YOU LORD, THANK YOU LORD.

And two years later, we continue to thank the Lord for all He has done and continues to do.

'For I know the plans I have for you, declares the LORD, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.' Jeremiah 29:11

Please remember to pray for orphans all over the world. And remember, you CAN make a difference sitting right there at home. Go to Reece's Rainbow at www.reecesrainbow.org to see how.

May you and yours be blessed.

GOTCHA GABE - 2 YEARS HOME

I can't believe it's been a year since this post. That first year home was amazing.

And now here we are, 2 years later. And still it's......AMAZING!!

Watching Gabe become the little person he is has been such a joy.

There's no way I can capture his personality in words. I'm not that gifted of a writer, as you can tell!

I'm not gifted as a photographer either, but I do have A FEW pictures from the past 2 yrs!!

This little guy is so full of life.

Thank you Lord for the opportunity to be his mom.

Gabe Decker.......HAPPY GOTCHA DAY!!!

WE LOVE YOU.

 

FOR HANSON

All over the world today, children will die.

Many will be surrounded by loving family, maybe some friends, and for sure a host of people praying.

But many will not.

Many will die a lonely death, surrounded by nothing but the silent cries and moans of other kiddos just like them.

So was the case for Hanson.

But what Hanson never knew was, he was loved.

He was loved and was in the hearts of many who were praying and advocating for him.

He was especially loved by one special boy who wanted more than anything, a family to come for him.

So in honor and memory of Hanson, and all the others  LOST BOYS, something very special is taking place today.

Please take the time to click on this link  and see what real love for another can accomplish.

Hanson never had the chance to be with his earthly family......but today the victory IS HIS.

Today he sits at the feet of Jesus. Today he runs and plays pain free, hunger free, and is loved by the Ultimate Father of all.

Today, he is being remembered because a special friend he never knew wanted to make a difference for him and the others like him.

Please, take the time to read this post and you too can choose to make a difference in the lives of these forgotton children.

Rest in peace sweet Hanson, your finally HOME.

COLE'S GRADUATION

AND HERE HE IS!!

Oh my. I was sitting on pins and needles because I had no idea what he was going to do!!

Silly me. And why would I worry??!!

I can't believe this part of our journey has already come to an end, but I look forward to what lies ahead!

I'm proud of you sweet boy, and love you to the stars and back.  :)



HOW TIME FLIES!

We're still here, but busy as bees! These last couple weeks of school have been crazy at our house. Between Rylie, Cole and Gabe, we've had plenty of things to do. Soooooo, my blog has suffered a bit. But here are a few pictures of some of the things the kids have been doing.

Gabe was in a musical program at school.

Here he is on field day at school. Go Gabe Go!

Rylie has been busy with awards programs and banquets.

Rylie and Garrett before Jr./Sr. Prom

And last, but certainly not least, my Cole man. He is GRADUATING this year!

I can't believe it! He is sad he won't see his teachers and buddies much anymore, but he plans on starting a lawn service and gonna call it........WIZARD LAWN SERVICE! (how fitting is that!!)

And bless his heart, out of the blue one day, he told me that he had decided he wanted to be baptized! So, on a Sunday morning at our little chapel west of town, before God and a bunch of family and friends, my precious boy was baptized.

Cole and Shannon praying right before.

This boy has always had a close relationship with the Lord. He's a prayer warrior for anyone he sees that he thinks might need prayer. It doesn't matter who it is or where it happens. He is not one bit ashamed of his faith or intimidated by where he shares it when he feels the need. He has taught me and continues to teach me everyday. What a joy it is to be his mom.

" Truly, I say to you, whoever does not receive the kingdom of God like a child shall not enter it.”  And he took them in his arms and blessed them, laying his hands on them." Mark 10:15,16

And our journey continues.



EVERLASTING GOD

I'm pretty certain Jesus, disguised as a little blonde headed boy with blue glasses,

rode to school with me this morning!!

What a joy and blessing it is to see and hear this sweet boy singing praises to God.

Thank you Lord for your constant presence and for reminding me that,

YOU ARE THE EVERLASTING GOD

YOU ARE THE DEFENDER OF THE WEAK

YOU ARE OUR HOPE,

OUR STRONG DELIVERER.