"I prayed for this child and the LORD has granted me what I asked of Him" 1Samuel 1:27

Saturday, July 14, 2012

Behind Again

Well, it looks like I've managed to go awhile without blogging again. I have sat down here and started a couple of different posts and they just weren't going like I wanted them to so I hit the delete button and walked away.

I grabbed a pen and paper a couple of days ago and started writing and had about a page and a half and then just stopped.  Marked through some stuff, wrote afew more lines and then ripped it out and threw it away.

Oh believe me......I have alot to say. It's not like I don't have anything to write about. As a matter of fact, I have SO MUCH to say, but I keep trying to figure out the best way to do it. You know, don't want to step on anybodys toes, sure don't want anybody to think, that I think, that because I have adopted 2 kids internationally with special needs, that I'm somehow better than them or special in some way.

Cause I sure don't. But what I do know is this. When my life comes to an end, I want to know that I gave every ounce of my being, to make a difference for the ones Jesus referred to as "the least of these."

For the ones the world says, are not worthy, not productive, have no potential, defective. I go from weeping to down right mad because so so many.......just don't
 get it. And the worst part......they don't want to get it.

Most think, hey, it's not their problem. Most don't want to hear and certainly don't want to see the things I want to show them.

So while I work out a few more things with the Master planner, my prayer is, if you are reading this, that YOU will simply PRAY. Pray for eyes to be opened, ears that will hear, and hearts that will feel, God's nudging to step out in faith and GO change a life.

"In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by ACTION, is dead."
James 2:17

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